my daily life without you is very hard, its been 12 years sence you were taken way from me and all the other people who loved you very much, They said it will get easyer as time goes by, Personally they're wrong it gets harder every year mounth and day that your not here for me this is because i will never be able to feel what it felt like you have a father ive never felt what the the feeling of being a dadys girl or waiting for you to come home form a long day of work and us just talking about how are day whent, ive never felt the feeling of getting to run into your arms after somthing sad happens or you cuddling me telling me everything will be ok and it kills me know that even thought i have once felt you kiss me hug me cuddling me and telling me you love me but since i was to young that i forgot the feeling, and now there just wishes that i wish for everynight but i know will never happen again and it hurt but what hurts more is thinking about the future and all the things that are gonna happen that your supposed to be there for like for my future husband to go to you and ask for your permission to marry me and then you walking me down the aisle on my wedding day but that would never be able to happen because your gone.....and youll never be able to come back...... my days are long and god are the nights so much longer but thinking of you makes it a little less hard to get passed it i love and miss you and i always be your little girl<3 Ellie/bell❤️